Beginning of 2009:
Where were you?
at my house with Becca and Lyndsay

Who were you with?:
/see above

Did you kiss anyone on new years?
No

Did you make any resolutions?:
nope

All About You 2009:
Did you change at all this year?
A little

Did you dye your hair in 09?
Tried to, it failed.

Did you get your hair cut?
Yush

Did you change your style?
Never had one, and still don't

Were you in school?
Yeah, duh

Did you get good grades?
For the most part

Did you have a job?
No

Did anyone close to you give birth?
no, but people I know did give birth

Did you move at all?
No, thank god,

Did you go on any vacations?
Yes

Did you leave the country at all?
Nope

Your Love Life 2009:
Did you break up with anyone?
No

Did you meet anyone special?
Sure

Did you fall in love?
No

Friends and Enemies 2009:
Did you meet any new friends this year?
Loads

Did any of your friendships end?
Kind of. :/

Did you dislike anyone?
A few

Did you make any new enemies?
Not new

Did you resolve any fights?
kind of.. not really..?

Did you grow apart from anyone?
Yes, they turned into an annoying, obnoxious bitch. XD

Did you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
Not at all

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In 2009 I..
[] broke a promise
[ ] fallen out of love
[x] lied
[x] went behind your parent's back
[] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] kissed in the rain
[] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[] forgot your new years resolution
[/] met someone who changed your life
[X ] met one of your idols
[] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[] pretended to be sick
[] left the country
[] almost died
[x] given up something important to you
[/] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[] found out who your true friends were
[X] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[ ] was never home on weekends
[ ] got into a car accident
[X] had friends who were drifting away from you
[x] had someone close to you die (AAARGH BAD MEMORIES....-cry-)
[/] had a high cell phone bill
[ ] spent most of your money on food
[] had a fist fight
[] went to the beach
[/ ] saw a celebrity
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[ ] stayed single for the whole year
[ ] made out in/on a car
[] kissed in the snow
[X ] celebrated Halloween
[x] had your heart broken
[] had a stalker
[ ] mooned someone
[x ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
[x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
[] came out of the closet
[ ] gotten pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[] done something you've regretted
[] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[ ] shopped at Hollister or Bench
[ ] posted a blog on MySpace
[x] listened to music you couldn't stand
[x] went to a sleepover
[x] laughed till you cried
[ ] laughed till you peed in your pants
[] visited a foreign country
[] cut in a line of waiting people
[] told someone you were busy when you weren't
[x] partied to celebrate the new year

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1. Have you had any relationships this year? How many?
No, 0
2.Had your bday yet?
bday? Like, birthday? This year, as in 2010? Nope
3. Kissed two or more people in the same night?
no
5. Pulled an all nighter?
Um... >.>
6. Drank Starbucks?
A few times
8. Bought something?
Yeah

9. Met someone special who changed your life?
um, i guess??

10. Fell in love?
No

What are you thinking about?
Hmm, what am i thinking about? I'm trying to concentrate on this quiz, I don't have time for other thought. So, what should I put?

Does your ex hate you?
Yeah, the air is out to get me, I tell ya.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
I don't remember. XD

Your ex shows up at your door what do you do?
Air is always at my door... and around me. I turn purple whenever I go without him to long, that factor has kind of made the break up awkward..

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
depends, depends

Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
Depending on how they broke my heart, really

If you could change your eye color would you?
purple <- I love this answer. XD

Who did you last get into a big argument with?
mom, probably. XD

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Yeah. XD We were such bithches 4,5 and possibly 6th grade

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
Short- medium length

Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?
Maybe?

How do you currently make your money?
II don't, silly goose.

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
Yeah

Which of your friends do you argue with the most?
I don't know.

Have you kissed anyone in the last 4 hours?
Not that I'm aware of

How many texts are in your inbox?
105

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yeah, friendship ways. XD

Who was your last text message from?


Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
mum, dad, Clyaton

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
Yesterday?

Who took your profile picture?
Well,on DA its called an icon, and its not of me. XD On facebook, its not of me. On myspace and bebo my dad took it

Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
Cry over the truth, at least someone's being honest and it won't hurt as bad after finding out you've been lied too..

What’s on your bedroom floor right now?
lots and lots of clothes and crap. XD

Do you trust people too easily?
sometimes, depends on the people.

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
No and Yes

Have you ever liked someone a lot older than you?
I've never like anyone more than two years older than me... so, no?

If you had a baby with the last person you texted, what would the baby' s last name be?
I don't think that's possible. O.o

Last thing you ate?
Flamin' Hot Cheetohs

How many people are you texting?
0. I don't text to much

Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
I'm already in bed, in your face question.

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Water

Who last said they missed you?
Mandy


ANYWAY, to make this longer than it already is, I realized I didn't mention something in my last journal. I found out a couple days ago my cousin is going to get divorced, her husband cheated on her. >.< When I saw her on New Years, I felt so bad for her, she seemed so sad.
I never really liked him, though. And I've always kind of felt they rushed into it, I mean for a good bit of when they were dating, he was in basic training, and then he had to go to Iraq, so then they got married, and he'd only really been home for less than a year before this all happened.

Oksy, I don't think I have anything else to say. Bye

Happy Not-really- New-Years everybody!

Random person: Not reallyNew Years? But it was New Year yesterday!

Well, yeah, but its not New Years until the core Silvers are all together, and freak out a pizza guy. Everybody knows that.
So, its still 2009 everyone, no need to start your resolutions yet. Doctor Who End of Time part 2 hasn't REALLY come out yet, so David Tennant is still doctor, you still have a few more weeks until that happens. So, people can calm down. (/start rant/Not that they will, bloody immature people. Matt Smith hasn't even been doctor yet and everybody already assumes he sucks. And that some writing got the story wrong since Doctor had a gun and shot it in the promo, even though OTHER doctors have done that (like 3 and 4) But since the 10th doctor didn't do that, no other doctor can. oh, and CLEARLY since Matt Smith isn't David Tennat, he didn't watch Doctor Who growing up, his family weren't fans of it. When he said that in his first interview after it was announced he was the 11th doctor, he was clearly lying. Seriously. /end rant/)

ANYWAY, how are you all in the year of 2009? How was your Christmas? Get anything cool? Did you? Did you? Did you? Good. IF you don't celebrate Christmas, how was your Friday? Was it good? Did you like the weather? Was there any snow? Did you make snow Totoros? I should have done that, but you know, no art skill.


ANYWAYWAY I got a Macbook *huggles Macbook.* And made of awesome CDs from DFTBA Records. And BOOKS! My aunt and uncle got me a... bag thingy micbobbder. With my last name on it. XD MY other uncle and my "aunt" got me these pants that are super pink and soft and I can't touch them cause they're TOO SOFT and its that material that like sticks to you when your wet (not sure if thats the best way to word it...) And they got me.... something else? Oh, yeah, a purse make-up bag thing. That was also pink. What do they think I'm like Toni or something? God. >.< I don't mind pink in small amounts, but I almost always hate it when it takes up more than 40-ish% of it. My other uncle and aunt got me... something. XD But they ordered it online, and it hasn't come in yet.

Christmas Eve didn't feel like Christmas Eve, Thanksgiving didn't feel like Thanksgiving, and besides for opening presents, Christmas didn't feel like Christmas. Lately, I've been watching a lot of Doctor Who. A lot a lot a lot. XD There's actually a marathon going on RIGHT NOW on BBC Americas, but at 6 AM I figured I should go to bed.. Yeah, that planned worked out well considering it's 7:18 right now. Then again I am *technically* in bed.... Wow, I keep getting distracted.

Anyway, hope none of you have died or anything. Happy re-2009.

Meme time!

A
- Available: Available for what? You need to be more specific, meme maker.
- Age:15
- Annoyance: douchebag teachers who make thing more complicated and laughs at you. Oh, and bad grammar, Fred, and many other things.
- Animal: horse? Dog?

B
- Beer: there's some in the laudry room? You can have some if you're the legal drinking age.Although, I don't know why you would want any, bee smells disgusting. >.<
- Birthday: May 15
- Best Friends: Malice and Sato
- Body Part on opposite sex: I don't know
- Best feeling in the world: uh uh..I don't know again. >.>
- Blind or Deaf: blind-wait deaf- no blind. definately blind
- Best weather: Rain or snow.
- Been in Love: Nope.
- Been on stage?: tons of times
- Believe in Magic: Of course! How do you think I deal with things? Accio Dr.Pepper
- Believe in God:unknown
- Believe in Santa: Duhs, he's like mah bff.

C
- Candy: Mountain?
- Color: blue
- Chocolate/Vanillaepends
- Chinese/Mexican:Hmm...good not an actual question..I'll get back to you
- Cake or pie: The cake is a lie. But the cake is also a pie, and the pie is the truth...so its all just the same. (Wait- I don't even get that..just move on)
- Continent to visit: I don't know. D:
- Cheese: Rebecca(inside jokes. XD) That one kind that has like the red paper around it..or provolone.

D
- Day or Night: Night kthbai
- Dance in the rain?: Oh, now you use question marks? Always.
- Do the splits?: haha, no. XD

E
- Eggs: what about Kate? (Twitter jokes. XD) Umm...they're okay, I guess
- Eyes: blue and green
- Everyone's got: organs and skin
- Ever failed a class?: Nope..but you never know.

F
- Full name: ..I don't feel like typing it out. D:
- First thoughts: About when I read the question? Or in the morning? Or my first thought when I was born? Cause I don't remeber any of them. xD
- Food: is needed to survive

G
- Greatest Fear: ... i'm living it.
- Goals: To get out of high school, go to more nerdfighter getherings, to convince my family in Oregon to let me stay with them so I can see Hanke Green in concert.
- Gum: loses flavor
- Get along with your parents?: depends, depends.
- Good luck charm: N/a

H
- Hair Color: brown
- Height:I don't know. XD
- Happy: sure...
- Holiday: Halloween, Christmas
- How do you want to die: Painlessly

I
- Ice Cream: taste good
- Instrument: is an intrument?

J
- Jewelry: I'm wearing braclets.
- Job: none

K
- Kids: Are amazing? I agree
- Kickboxing or karate: I like them both.
- Keep a journal?: I am so bad at that. XD They're all so scattered.

L
- Longest Car Ride:When we went to Flordia that one time or Canada/New York
- Love: hate
- Letter: L
- Laughed so hard you cried: Tons of times

M
- Milk flavor: ..That is a really weird way of putting it. XD
- Movies: ..Want do you want from me?
- Motion sickness: Nope.
- McD’s or BK: BK is way less disgusting to me

N
- Number of Siblings: 1
- Number of Piercings: 2?
- Number: 1

O
- One wish: Can't tell, or else it won't come true

P
- Perfect Pizza: One that isn't horrible?
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi

Q
- Quail: sure.

R
- Reason to cry: Tons
- Reality T.V.: pssh, I'm totally NOT watching Keeping up with the Kardashians RIGHT NOW. Don't accuse me. >.> <.<
- Radio Station: ...I don't even know anymore. XD All the stations I listened to got changed around. Meaning one changed around and I found a few more stations
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: What?
- Ring size: 8

S
- Song: about Anglerfish
- Salad Dressing: goes on salad?
- Sushi: no thanks.
- Skipped school: no.
- Slept outside: yuppers
- Smoked?: No
- Skinny dipped?:Not that I know of. O.o
- Shower daily?: usually, except for days like today when I fall asleep until 11. XD
- Sing well?: I don't know. XD
- Sing in the Shower?: Not usually
- Swear?: psssh, nah. XD
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries

T
- Time for bed: When I'm tired/ when my body thinks its a good time for sleep
- Thunderstorms: are awesome

U
- Unpredictable: Everything

V
- Vacation spot: New York?

W
- Weakness: tons of things
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: probably Malie
- Who makes you laugh the most: a lot of people
- Wanted to be a model?: lols, no.
- Where do we go when we die?: In jars, duh.
- Worst Weather?:Hurricanes. tornados, y'know stuff like that.

X
- X-Rays: are what a lot of people do in my family for some reason
- Ex's: are people who you used to go out with.

Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: is a color

Z
- Zoo animal: Kangaroos, Koalas.

LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you? Toni (my cosuin) or Kate...she might have passed out there before Ice Age.
2. You went to the mall with? Kate.
3. You went to dinner with? My family
4. You talked to on the phone? umm..Malice? No-wait my dad?
5. Made you laugh? Olie. xD "I pick...three! Wait- that's me."
6. Hugged you? umm..umm..I don't know. XD Oh wait, my grandfather
7. Said they loved you? I don't know. Amanda?
8. Held your hand? Masha/ We were making sure we didn't get lost at Linworth. Since its so big and everything
9. You spoke with? My mom?
10. You cried over? No one.

I stoleded a meme from

So..yeah. XD I don't feel like typing up a huge thing but um, Geometry still sucks, but I bought geometry for dummies, so if we ever get back to something thats in that more, I'll be set. Kind of.. If I just didn't have to go to class and just got assignments.

Okays, so things I'm going to promote, and I'm going to promote the one for a good cause first. Chartjackers!

The Chartjackers are four guys trying to take back the charts with a cheesy, fun pop song, in the spirit of the days when music wasn't so serious - all for Children In Need!

They've spent ten weeks getting people on YouTube to submit lyrics, melodies, sing the song, make the music video, and now this completely collaborative project is finishing: this week the song "I've Got Nothing" is OUT ON ITUNES and we need YOUR HELP to get it in the UK Top 40!
Okay, so I just copied the description from the facebook group shuttup. But, its all be made by youtbe. and it's a really awesome song, and it all goes to charity. So go buy the song I've got Nothing on iTunes, especially if you live in the UK, cause then you can help get them into the top 20 in the charts (currently they are in 38th place in the regualr chart.)Music video: [link]

In other news, I'm doing a collab channel on youtube with , , , and Jon. (Who doesn't hve a DA.) And it's called fiveawesomesilvers and its awesome. And you should go check it out cause you can. Although, you really don't have to, I just kind of feel like somebody should say something about it. XD Here's the link: [link]

I have tried to make a journal for the past week or so, but my computer apparently doesn't like that idea...well to bad for my computer.(99% of this is me just kind of ranting...yeah..)

Yeah, so stuffs been happening.
For instance, I'm pretty much failing Geometry. XD Like, when I finally turn this one thing in, I wont be failing it...barely.
But Josh is just being a really really really bad teacher this year. Like, there were things last year I had issues with..but this year. Pretty much all we're doing is reading the book and doing our own work. I didn't really get Geometry before, now I have to read the most confusing book ever and then fail at attempting the problems. And he's barely going over anything in class. He'll talk about it a little and then do an activity that barely has anything to do with what we just read.
OH and guess what he did on Friday? Okay, so we were doing this one activity and this one step didn't make sense. So he was like "Who doesn't get this step" and I raised my hand.(Sidenote-if I raise my hand because I'm confused, then I'm REALLY confused. I won't ask for help if I kind of get it) So he explained it the same way and asked if I got it not and I was like "...No, actually, I think I'm a bit more confused." So what did he do? Not the typical teacher thing and try and explain it a different way, hell, he didn't even say it the same way again. What he did was look very irritated and then just turned away and left me. Great teaching, right? So he went and helped other peoples and stuff, and then asked if anyone still had problems, I raised my hand and he either didn't see it or just ignored it cause he moved on to the next slide. Thankfully explained things in away that made sense. So now I'm pretty much begging my parents for a math tutor, because if Josh just walks away from me, I'm not going to learn anything this year in math. And if that fails, I may just drop Geometry and take it during the summer...or something. I don't want to suck more at Geometry.

So, on to more important things than my education...

My Great Grandmother died. Okay, okay, she was 96 years old. It really shouldn't be that much of a shock, right? Well, up to the last few weeks she was in really really good health, like you wouldn't thinkk she was 96 going on 97. I feel really bad, they put her in a retirement home the last few weeks of her life, and she hated it. Thay should have just let her stay in her little house, where she was happy. I mean, what's a couple more weeks of taking food down to her?
I actually went to her funereal. Which I really weird. I didn't like the dude who was speaking to much, he just kind of repeated himeself and didn't really say to much. Oh well.

In other depressing news, I found out my Great Uncle still has throat cancer. yayyy. A couple months ago they did a surgery to get rid of the cancer, and they were like "Oh,hey, you don't have cancer anymore." And everybody was like"swweeet." and then they were like "jk, you still have cancer. Start treatments in a couple weeks...kthnxbai."

In other super duper news (wait, did I just type super duper? I am clearly starting to be tired.) My grandma had a stroke. Like a really really bad stroke. She can't really move her left side and her throat is paralyzed. What that pretty much means is she can't have any solid food, and can't have ligiud food because that just goes to her lungs. She can only have stuff thats a honey texture. (They didn't figure this out until a week after she had the stroke...really.) She's now in a rehab place, and I hate where she's staying. It doesn't look that great, they kinda just rush her into things, and theres Hand Sanitizer EVERYWHERE. On almost every wall, in each room, just before the elevators, in the BATHROOM. You know, so you can wash your hands the notmal way, and then use hand sanitizer. Oh, the reason this really matters is cause I'm allergic to Hand sanitizer, the smell of it makes my eyes water and makes it extremely hard to breath. So I had my hand in my sleeve when I was on my grandmothers floor, I mostly spent my time on the second floor cause they had seats there and it didn't stink of hand sanitizer cause people weren't really down there. Oh, when I was on my grandmothers floor, I freaked out a nurse because of how i was breathing. This is pretty much what happened:
Nurse:Um...Are you okay.
Me:Yeah, but I'm allergic to hand sanitizer, I think there maybe some near here.
Nurse:Um...did you use any?
Me:Nope, but I have a feeling people have used it.
Nurse:Sorry, i can't help you...It's required to use it whenever you enter or leave a patients room.

Gah, Isn't that pathetic? Hand Sanitizer isn't even GOOD for you. I mean, they make it seem that way, but it isn't. I can't remeber all the reasons why,but it like gets rid of germ type things you actually need and does other stuff...yeah.


Oh, in actually good news, I finally did a horse show. I got a 4th place and two 5th places. yay.

Spanish has been going fairly well. I am, considering i hate the school its at and most of the kids in it.(and if I don't hate them, i just don't talk to them and they don't talk to me). The only thing that sucks is I missed 3 vocab quizzes and today my bus was 12 minutes late, so i missed another one. Yay.

I never technically got the vocab words for the quizzes. I don't want to ask people i hate to do a favor for me. Besides, how many words could be on there that I don't know? Answer: one word. Ah, the adventages of taking spanish since 3rd grade.BUT,there was another problem while I knew most of the words, I was having trouble remebering thme. For no real reason, even. I mean, I actually looked at those words before the quiz. There were three words i couldn't remeber total on the quizzes really, but they were things that needed to be conjurrgated, so they were two or three questions. The quizzes kind of repeated a couple of the things, so i wthe most complete quiz was missing 3 words. :/ The whole time I was switiching between quizes while trying to think of the words but I couldn't really think clearly because i was so mad at myslef for not being ablr to remeber the words. I;m assuming my spanish teacher noticed me staring intensly at the paper. and then whenever she came over she would ask me if i actually had the words, which obviously i said yes i did, I just couldn;t think. But after the 3rd time she just decided that i should take the quizzes later and stuff.
I just realized she probably thought i was only working on the one quiz and that i wouldn't actually be able to finish the quizzes. -sighs-

she also asked me if i would rather take spanish 2 rather than spanish two enriched just because i was showing up late (although really, i'm usually only a minute late..today the thing was just off) which i kinda was offened by. and besides, im not changing my schedule for that.I also would rather be in enriched. which I guess came as a surprise to her...im not really sure why, but when I said id rather just stay here she act really shocked. oh well. Besides,I would hate myself for quiting that class, mainly cause my mom kinda made a big deal about "Would you be able to handle it?" and shit. ALos, despite whatever happened today,she is BY FAR the best spanish teacher I've had, last years teacher, though an awesome person, horrible teacher, everything straight from the book(which is horrible) and yelled at me for using spanish i learned, it ,telling me it was wrong the first couple days then eventually, like end of the year, when i actually said that before i learned the other way she was like "ooohhh..okay"XD The first spanish teacher i had was okay, if she didn't use the movies or the book work. by the end of 8th grade, it kinda seemed like she was trying to teach it the way her sister was teaching it.